Communication in English

I was suggested to get Dupixent treatment for my atopic dermatitis.
It’s costly without insurance.

I’m not sure if I’m interested in it or not honestly as I don’t know its long term effects.
And, my skin recovered from last couple years ago.

However, when I chatted with my mom and talk about the fee, she told me with thought,
“I don’t know when, but whenever I got money, I will pay it for you. so get the treatment”

I’m so happy to hear the words.

Not because of I can get the money from her.
I actually no need to support money if I really feel I need it.
However, I know my husband wasn’t happy to hear the cost, same as me.

Only one woman in the world will say the words for me.
That I felt when she told it me.
She is my mom.

My thinking was exactly same as my mom.
My son also has atopic dermatitis, and might be need that treatment before he married.
Then, I’d like to say same words for him.

I want to save as much as possible for his university.
That’s my priority.

In his health, I can’t guess what will happen.
So I’m not interested in to use the money for me now.

I married and could have a child even with atopic dermatitis.
I’m sorry if someone feels bad this words, however,
my mom always told me that my skin is so bad, so no one likes it.

My atopic dermatitis doesn’t bothered me now.
I know I wanted the treatment several years ago.
Yes, I definitely wanted it, I wish I knew about it at that time.
But not now.

My skin is getting better and better.
It means, my body still working functionally, just take time.

Anyhow, when I heard the words from my mom,
I’m sure I felt she is my mom, and I felt I’m a mother too.
My heart feels warm.